Losing it

they are hanging on thin threads at the tip of my fingers
one by one for every single one of my delicate fingers
they are about to bleed but the force is getting stronger and stronger
pulling them down yet my fingers hold onto them
slipping slowly, surely, shredding my skin

i am crying;
i am screaming;
i am losing;
i am disappearing;
without even realising it

i am here but i am not

Move on, please

Your so-called maturity
just proves how childish
you are.

Your so-called love
just proves how weak
you are.

Your so-called life
just proves how empty
you are.

Your so-called intelligence
just proves how foolish
you are.

Seriously, now,
grow up.

The Big in the Small

Rain drops
Coffee brewing
Old songs
Cold weather
Handwritten letters
Simple reminders
Worn out shoes
 Blankets
Contagious smiles
Shared silence

When the world is trained to see the Big in the Big,
Why not choose to see the Big in the Small?

Make everything easy

It started off nicely;
Everything seemed to be lovely
And you expressed your love endlessly
But then you got extremely busy
And cried your ache to me;
Telling me how much you miss me,
How you would trade it all for me.

Well for me, unfortunately,
I was starting to feel a tad lonely.
You weren't there when you should be.
So I decided to make everything easy.

I was here and you were there,
Whatever happened, I'm not sure if you cared
Because I couldn't see and feel you.
How would I know if anything was true?
So for once, let's not agree to disagree--
to make everything easy.

2015

This too will pass

Hello there dear,
Where are you now? I wonder,
"I'm in the middle of a drought" she cries,
Well, fret not my dear,
Just wait a little more and it soon will pass.

Hello there sweety,
Do tell me where you are, I plea,
"I'm in  the middle of an endless storm" he screamed,
Well, fret not my sweet,
There's an end to this endless and this storm will pass.

Hello there love,
Where are you roaming about now? I laughed,
"I'm in the middle of a cold black night" he coughed,
Well, fret not my love,
The sun will soon shine, the cold and the dark will pass.

Hello there darling,
Where on earth are you now? I sing,
"I'm in the middle of a beautiful spring" she beams,
Well, fret not my darling,
For seasons change and this too will pass.

2014