I am in a daze.
I have lost my ways.
I am here yet I am not.
I look, people see but I don't.
The presence of my absence--
The emptiness of the full--
The loss of what I've gained.
I don't want to feel the pain.
How do I run?
How do I hide?
I don't care about pride.
I just want what was mine.
What should I do?
What should I give?
I will give all of my everything
to have what once was my nothing.
