Really Nothing

Because everything is too good to be true
and within a minute I could forget about you
it was surreal before; like a fairy tale.
Now I feel nothing. Nothing like there is really nothing there.

I am killing you in my mind and pushing you away in my heart.
Like you can see it from my face, you suddenly fall apart.
You ache to walk away like a favorite movie on replay
but you try to make a change saying you want me and that you'll stay.

That might make me fall on your feet and cry before
thinking my fairy tale might have a happy ending after all
but no, I'm not stupid anymore
because now I feel nothing. Nothing like there is really nothing there.


Written by LeeJoe
2013

Just Accept

And so the moon shines
through that broken window of his
as he glares at it for it shall not be as it is;
so beautiful and magical like there are no flaws in it.

And so the rain falls so heavily,
forcing her to become a prisoner in her own home.
She lies in bed and cries for she shall not feel as how she is feeling;
so happy and content like the world is at her feet.

Let's not fight it.
Let's not deny it.
Beauty comes in all shapes and sizes
and in any circumstances.
Happiness and contentment is not what people say it is;
it's what we say and what we feel.




Written by LeeJoe
2013

Sebenarnya apa?

*POOOMMMM PPOOOOOMMMMM*

Waduh! kusangkakan tembakan rupanya letupan bunga api

masakan boleh didengari letupan dari Gaza dan Bosnia?

eh! tangisan pula didengari

tangisan apakah itu?

kesyukuran?

kesedihan?

kekecewaan?

kehilangan?

 kegembiraan?

Sebenarnya apa?

hanya seronok akan naiknya satu angka 

terujanya dapat tukar kalendar

tahun yang baru maka permulaan yang baru

setiap kali pun memang begitu

niat apa entah kita pun tak tahu

Sebenarnya apa?

bersyukur kerana masih bernyawa

gembira atas peluang yang masih ada 

memperbaiki diri untukYang Esa

terus berjuang tanpa berputus asa

terduduk, bersujud lari dari dunia

Dua kosong satu tiga

Sebenarnya untuk apa?

Nukilan LeeJoe

2013

 

It's Long Gone

Don't look at me
If what you're expecting is perfection
Don't even talk to me
If all you want to say is how you feel about those times
that has passed
and those memories wasn't even with me.

Come back today
Thing is still gonna be the same
But I know deep in your heart
You wanna change
But I'm powerless
Cuz I'm all broken
These chances of togetherness
Have expired
It's long gone.

Open your eyes and see what you have been missing
And once you have realised
It's hard to retrieve that precious piece of your heart
Your incomplete.


Written by Leejoe
2012

Losing it

I can see you struggling
I can hear you screaming
I can feel you stamping your feet
You are trying to break out of the box
And the more you move the narrower it gets
You are suffocating
You are barely breathing

Smiling in the middle of the room

Familiar faces and mindless chatter

You are crumbling 

Written by LeeJoe

2012