mine and only mine.

2012-01-25T08:19:00.000-08:00

Kau bagai bintang
kau bersinar
tapi malap dek awan
jarak antara mata kasar dan engkau
sejauh hati yang tidak mencintai

Kau bagai bayi yang comel
semua mahu dukung
semua mahu cium
mata bulat besar
semua ingin buat kau tersenyum dan ketawa
sekali tersilap langkah
menangis beria

Kau istana berpagar
diimpikan oleh orang kebanyakan
hanya ingin melangkah, menjejak
taman keliling istana yang seindah dalamnya
gerbangnya emas dan bercahaya memberi ketenangan
tetapi kau tinggikan pagar dan perkukuhkan keselamatan

Wan Mahdzir

2012-01-08T17:00:00.000-08:00

matanya sepet
sekilas lalu seperti helang menerkam
tajam hitamnya segelap malam

bibirnya molek
terletak cantik menguntum senyuman
sekali pandang masa terhenti terus pengsan

rahangnya tajam
bercorakkan kesempurnaan
dari mana saja sudut pandangan

badannya bidang
dulunya comel sekarangnya bak model calvin klein
terasa ditipu tetapi sebenarnya mimpi menjadi kenyataan

tangannya lembut
bak sutera di atas kertas
lorekan inspirasi terlakarnya emas

hatinya balang
yang penuh tapi kosong
setianya pada yang tidak memberi sokong

Written by LeeJoe
2012

Hers

2012-01-05T10:05:00.000-08:00

Can you tell if she's really okay?
from her face
her laughs
her smile
and the pain in her eyes?

Can you actually believe that she's that happy?
even when she's quiet
she's nodding
she's smiling
and sighing with joy?

She's happy in her own world
that she feels like pushing herself down
to get back to reality

She's holding back tears
to keep things from people
that lack of empathy

The thoughts full of nonsense
make her paranoid with what is real
and end up with stupidity

All of that she has to endure
they are hers
every heart break and disappointment
they are hers

There are all hers.

Written by LeeJoe
2012

What more to do?

2011-12-27T03:14:00.000-08:00

what more to do?
i hear the thumping of my heart..
thump.. thump..thump..
it goes
sends shiver through out my body

what more to do?
i feel the pain in my chest..
makes my body crawl and curl
and catch my breath
clenched my muscles till the tip of my toes

what more to do?
i feel the heat on my cheeks,
the sting in my eyes as i see nothing clear
trembling knees fell on the ground
as wet drops one by one

what more to do?
holes in your heart that is to explode
that is too much for your chest to hold
that is to do is just..
to
cry

what more to do?

i don't even know

written by LeeJoe
2011

Those feelings

2011-11-30T00:39:00.000-08:00

When you're walking alone,
with your favorite song
as it beats in your ears
gives you the wings
and raise you up to the heavens.
You know what I mean?

When it's raining,
you've been running in the cold
as it stabs you to the bones
But still you're dancing like a gypsy
and it is your moment, your floor.
You know what I mean?

When you wake up in the morning,
the comfort of your body
the familiar smell of your bed sheets
as you sink into your pillow
knowing that you are home.
You know what I mean?

Written by LeeJoe
2011

I'll sing you a song

2011-11-19T08:10:00.000-08:00

I'll play you the most cheerful rhythm
I'll write you the sweetest rhymes

I'll bring you out from the hidden
and give you the best of times

I'll make you feel like dancing in the rain
so you can cry and not feel the shame

I'll make you laugh and smile and feel whole again
even though you know that there will still be stains

I'll play you the best rhythm
I'll write you the coolest rhymes

I'll make you believe that you are important
and bring you back your smiles

Written by LeeJoe
2011

Just maybe

2011-11-12T18:20:00.000-08:00

I close my eyes
imagine the yellow leaves fall in autumn
with my big old fluffy coat keeping me warm
as I stroll in the park alone
with my eyes wide open
and my smiles let chuckles and grins

I close my eyes
imagine the white snow fill the road in winter
with my big comfy arm chair and the fire to keep me warm
as I read my book alone
sip my hot chocolate with marshmallow
my heart beats slow
oh how I want to be in the snow

I close my eyes
imagine why I was alone
each season the sun still shone
it will be warmer with a company
it will be comfier with a buddy
the more I reach out, the farther it gets
maybe if I stop, it would reach for me instead

Written by LeeJoe
2011

We make a difference

2011-11-10T05:17:00.000-08:00

There is light in you
and it shines every time
when you walk into the room
your presence brings space
and it is brighter and calmer

There is fire in you
and it burns every time
when you laugh and smile
there's a rush of enthusiasm
that burns in your flesh

There are things
that are indescribable
that are unique
that are significant
in everyone of us

We make a difference.

Those light and fire
don't let it dim
don't let it burn out

It'll bring darkness and coldness to the world

Written by LeeJoe
2011

Aku tak boleh tipu. Aku rindu.

2011-11-04T09:50:00.000-07:00

Senyum senyum

Gelak gelak

Diam

Tarik nafas dalam dalam

Hembus Perlahan lahan

Cuba untuk senyum lagi

Cuba untuk gelak lagi

Diam

Tarik nafas dalam dalam
jangan tersekat sekat

Hembus perlahan lahan
jangan terburu buru

Senyum..

Sabar

Jangan jatuh lagi..

ALAMAK!

Termenitis.

Aku mimpi

2011-11-01T01:09:00.000-07:00

Aku mimpi
Semalam
Aku sesat dalam lautan manusia
Berjalan, bergegas entah ke mana
Arah tujunya kabur- tempatnya tidak nyata

Aku mimpi
Semalam
Aku hanyut dalam kenikmatan dunia
Terapung mengikut alunan lagu yang tiada makna
Mencucuk langit berasapkan awan putih berbau hina

Aku mimpi
Semalam
Aku berlari melawan arus, tercari cari
Hatiku semakin hambar, hujan membasahi aku
Lutut aku terjatuh, aku gugur di atas bumi

Nukilan LeeJoe
2011

It's like this and it's like that

2011-10-31T05:37:00.000-07:00

What happened to those moments,
Are they not special anymore?
Those feelings of security
As the nights soar lightly

What happened to those words,
Are they meaningless to the core?
So beautiful- once it made me hopeful
Now when they are empty- It almost seem so cruel

Time, us, together
Are they not precious?
How you overlooked them all
Never notice if one of them would fall

At times when it is dark
Doesn't the light seem so far
Though you can't really see when you reach out
Then what would you expect when you feel the roughness of my scar?

Written by LeeJoe
2011

Cakap dengan cermin

2011-10-24T20:25:00.000-07:00

Lihat dicermin nampak diri sendiri
di dalam fikirannya juga gambarnya sendiri
dimulutnya hanya katakan diri sendiri
semuanya bagaikankan tak penting sekali

Perasaannya penting
amarahnya genting

laluannya orang lain ke tepi
hajatnya orang lain di tarik
selesainya orang lain di abai
akibatnya orang lain sakit

Nukilan LeeJoe
2011

Hai, apa khabar?

2011-10-14T22:23:00.000-07:00

Hai, apa khabar?
macam mana kat sana?
lama lagi ke baru mahu pulang?

Hai, apa khabar?
macam mana kat sana?
ada rasa kesunyian?

Hai apa khabar?
macam mana kat sana?
banyak kerja harus siapkan?

Hai, di sini sihat sahaja
semuanya baik belaka
raya haji nanti pulang ya
rasa kesunyian kini menyeksa
saat ini dikelilingi timbunan kerja
terima kasih kerana tak bertanya
pasti semuanya sibuk dengan dunia

tunggu aku pulang ya

Nukilan LeeJoe
2011

2011-10-12T07:59:00.000-07:00

It happens once
or maybe even twice
It gives you the insight to what it is about
But it is neither precise nor make any sense
Though the silliest things are the treasured prize

It leaves you in pain so dreadful and shame
You fell, you believed
You gave it all that you have
But it treats you so bad it stings in the night

Sunshine and rainbows and sugar so sweet
So beautiful so blissful- feels complete
But time will come and knock you into reality
Present to you with authenticity of pure deceit

You fell, you believed
you did everything that you could
Beautiful at one time and disastrous in the other
Things that got you living just make a fool out of you
Love is neither precise nor predictable like human too.

Written by LeeJoe
2011

2011-10-02T07:26:00.000-07:00

Kau dapat satu
kau tinggalkan dua
mungkin tak perlu
tapi akan juga walaupun tak sengaja

Ada rasa kehilangan?
ada rasa kesedihan?
sakit tak kehilangan tu?
sakit tak kesedihan tu?

soalan seperti tak masuk akal
tapi wajar untuk ditanya

kerana dengan kehilangan
kita belajar untuk menghargai
kerana dengan kesedihan
kita belajar untuk mengatasi

membina permulaan yang baru
diri sentiasa dapat dibaiki
tiada tahap mana kita patut berhenti

tapi
kau dapat satu
kau tinggalkan dua

Nukilan LeeJoe
2011

The heart does what it wants.

2011-09-15T21:00:00.000-07:00

There were never reasons
at least not that we know of
it knows what we don't
it feels what we don't
it is never wrong
but it might not be right

There were choices
between logic and lust
where one side says should while the other says shouldn't
where would it be fair if not in the middle?
if it is lopsided then what's the use of reasoning?
but then again, choices are to be made

The heart does what it wants
Then it suffers for it
it turns back to logic to ease the pain
but it ends up doing them again

Written by LeeJoe
2011

Hapuskan

2011-07-30T09:03:00.000-07:00

Hapuskan jejak aku
yang kotor sampai aku jadi begini

mengapa rasa sangat tidak senang hati?
tidak tahan aku untuk memikirkannya lagi
berpusing kepala aku separuh mati

Hapuskan kata kata aku
yang pahit sampai aku jadi sakit

sendiri berbicara, sendiri yang terasa
kalau aku tidak berfikir mungkin aku akan terbiasa
dengan kata kata aku boleh jadi orang yang terhina

Nukilan LeeJoe
2011

Please be kind

2011-06-20T21:58:00.000-07:00

Dear rainbow
please be kind
don't fade away
don't make me wait for another rain
and the sun to yet shine again

Dear wind
please be kind
don't blow my time away
I'm yet to use them someday
just to relive those days

Dear little heart
please be kind
don't cry don't shatter
make neither sound nor whisper
surely they would hear you
even when you are silent

Dear people
please be kind
smile even when the rainbow leaves you in black and white
do something- anything even if seconds is all you have
speak up when you can- don't let your heart suffer when it has yet so much to offer

Dear people
Please be kind

Written by LeeJoe
2011

Ada harapan

2011-05-27T02:11:00.000-07:00

angkat kaki
tak mencecah tanah
tergantung
sekali imbas akan terfikir kau sedang terbang
sekali tali nya digunting
senget sebelah- cacat
sekali lagi talinya putus
lihatlah dunia buat kali terakhir
sekali ini pula talinya di cabut sendiri
tutup mata
rasakan angin di telinga
nantikan akhirnya

terdiam

mana anginnya? mana akhirnya?
kau terapung
tanpa apa apa
kau terapung

mengapa tak jatuh?

Nukilan LeeJoe
2011

Teruskan Lagi

2011-03-31T03:36:00.000-07:00

Di dalam diam aku petik gitar--

bunyi nya hambar

mencari kata dan irama

semuanya tidak seiring

semuanya tidak sama

terasa hilang

gundah gulana

ke sana ke mari aku cuba mencari erti

apa yang aku ragui aku diamkan saja

sedapkan hati

Terus diam dan teruskan lagi

hidup harus diteruskan

walau alunan musika berlainan genre

makna nya tetap sama

cuma berlainan rasa

Mari gubah lagu sekarang dan akan datang

melainkan memegang lagu yang melodi nya suatu ketika dahulu

dan menarik kita jatuh tidak berdiri lagi.

Nukilan LeeJoe

2011

2011-03-01T03:32:00.000-08:00

Hello there friend

Why do you look so sad?

Have the world got you down?

Well cheer up now, I'm here, put your chin up.

Why dear friend?

Why are you crying?

Don't be like that now, it's not over yet

We still have the night to spend, don't ruin it all.

Thank you friend thank you

For the smiles, the laughs, the hugs, the kisses

Ohh should I list them all?

Your wise words, your ears have saved me

Thank you friend thank you

For the memories.

Written by LeeJoe

2011

2011-02-09T03:11:00.000-08:00

The roof that was on top of you
It covered you from the rain and the sun
Those walls that were built
They kept you standing and made you think that you're safe
That signs that showed the way
They made you believe that they were true and leading you to the right place

When there's a leak, it can still be fixed
But what if it breaks completely and fall on top of you?
When there's a hole, it can still be covered up
But what if it crumbles and leaves your bare body trembling?
When it's lopsided, people can still understand
But what if it lies and lead you to a road with no end?

Written by LeeJoe
2011

2011-01-20T08:35:00.000-08:00

Tangisan memecah sepi
Aku terduduk, akal aku mati
aku terlalu kering
sampai tidak lagi aku fikir tangisan itu penting
aku mula membisu
kerana apa aku kata tidak mungkin membantu
memang pahit tekak, pedih hati
tahan semuanya agar tidak berlinang lagi

rasa lemah kah bila jatuh setitik air mata?
Apakah lagi hebat jika simpan dan kuncikan semuanya?
malu kah walaupun setitis tergenang dan jatuh di atas bantal?
berpelukan berselimutkan kehangatan dari kedinginan malam?

jangan simpan sayang
lepaskan saja biar banjir serata dunia
mungkin sementara kau melayang menghilang
tapi tentu yang ada untuk menarik semula ke alam nyata

Nukilan LeeJoe
2011

Tribute "Fly Away Home"

2011-01-07T04:29:00.001-08:00

Who says there will never be light in the dark?

Or how you should fall and give up?

You lost something that you hold so dear

But that doesn’t mean you should push away everything that is here

Open your heart learn to accept

You never know it may be the most precious thing you ever kept

2011-01-04T06:45:00.000-08:00

Lagi sekali terdiam
setelah beberapa kali ingin berkata kata
masih di lihat di sudut sana
dimana sini mungkin dipandang hina.
apa?
hanya di mata sana sini salah
di mata sini sana yang sebenarnya salah.
mana sekarang yang ingin berjujur dan menyerah kalah?

baik
faham
ternyata jelas
tidak perlu diterang

Buka mata, buka pintu hati
Aku mungkin ada hari ini
esok aku pergi

sayangnya
semua ini amat bermakna
menitis air mata kerana sayang yang tak bernyawa
dibiar terbaring kaku
tiada yang berhenti hanya pandang sepintas lalu
ye tidak penting kerana yang jatuh hanya satu
mungkin?

2010-12-25T20:09:00.000-08:00

Every pages I turn
You weren't there with the others
But your every insignificant action
Touches me the most
Even if you weren't always there
it shows that you still care

Written by LeeJoe
2010

pegang tangan ku

2010-12-23T07:58:00.002-08:00

mari la sayang
mari kita lari sama sama redah hujan
aku tahu sayang,
jangan tipu aku, kau sedang ketakutan

lihat mata aku wahai kasih
nampakkan saja keikhlasan hati aku
tidak perlu menyorok wahai kasih
bila saja kau mahu nangis, rela saja aku beri bahu

lihat tangan aku
aku tak hanya fikir tentang apa yang aku mahu
aku fikir kamu kamu dan kamu
aku percaya tentang ini
bahawa suatu hari nanti
benda baik terbalas pada aku kembali

Nukilan
LeeJoe 2010

2010-12-22T03:06:00.000-08:00

Remember?
Those times? those people?
Everything is past
All we can say is- what if?
and seeing those memories so clear.
Spring season shifted to summer
The seasons that were filled with laughter
Jars of butterflies were once captured
At times it was all recorded
If all else fails, then at least it's not faded.

2010-12-06T22:55:00.000-08:00

hai bintang.
kau sinar tanpa aku.
kau bercahaya
aku hanya ada

titik satu, titik dua dan titik tiga
setiap titik kita sambungkan bersama
membentuk satu wajah yang sempurna

hai bulan
kau butakan bintang aku
cahayamu dan cahayanya seiring
begitu terang aku tenggelam

apa yang ingin disambungkan?
sudah tiada kesempurnaan
tidak wujud jadi jangan diperkatakan

Nukilan LeeJoe
2010

2010-11-20T18:16:00.000-08:00

jentik sekali endahkan saja
jentik dua kali senyumkan pula
jentik bertubi tubi jangan dibagi muka lagi
tapi jangan pula dibagi kaki

ahhh...
semua kata hati enak dipuaskan
tapi kerana hati kita yang mati?

Tunggul, dinding, tiang

2010-10-22T07:47:00.000-07:00

kau bukan tunggul-bukan
kau bukan dinding-bukan
kau bukan tiang-bukan

tapi kenapa kau berlagak seperti seakan akan?
mereka duduk berdiri bersandar-kau tidak berganjak
mereka tumbuk hentak bagi retak-kau biarkan saja
mereka menjerit melalak-patut pantulkan semua
mereka coret conteng-kau tutup mata

tunggul.
dinding.
tiang.
catnya tertanggal tanggal
warnanya pudar habis
lumut saja yang tinggal

mahu tunggu roboh?
mahu tunggu tumbang?
mahu tunggu di lenyap hilangkan?

cat begitu ceria warnanya
akan luntur juga
tinggi besar mana dinding, tunggulnya
boleh dirobohkan juga
tiang apa adanya
boleh dialihkan saja

perlu ke?
kau bertunggul
kau berdinding
kau bertiangkan diri?

Nukilan LeeJoe
2010

2010-10-19T08:24:00.000-07:00

hey kamu
ingatkah kamu
suatu ketika dahulu
saat langit menjadi bumbung kita
bulan dan bintang menjadi saksi kita
saat bibir kau berkata kata
kau akan ada
tak kira bila
tak kira di mana

hey kamu
ingatkah kamu
suatu ketika dahulu
kamu senyum pada aku
kerana kamu malu
malu kerana aku nampak kebodohan kamu
ciri ciri yang kamu simpan dari orang lain selain aku

hey kamu
dengar sini
aku rindu kamu
aku rindu kamu tahu?
malam itu aku gembira
kerana aku tahu kamu maksudkan nya
setiap senyuman itu aku percaya
kerana kamu terima aku seadanya
dan kamu juga tahu aku terima kamu
dan aku rindu
aku rindu senyuman itu

Nukilan LeeJoe
2010

2010-10-08T22:26:00.000-07:00

dulu kamu datang. aku melihat kamu dengan sepintas lalu, sekilas pandang.

aku nampak orang lain, aku tak nampak kamu.

orang kata kamu 'likable' aku kata tak tahu kerana bagi aku kamu bukan siapa.

orang kata mereka suka kamu tapi aku kata 'ohh.. ok' kerana kamu bukan siapa.

aku rapat sama adek beradek kamu, tapi kamu bukan siapa.

aku tak rasa apa, kamu memang begitu dengan semua. bagi aku kamu tetap bukan siapa.

suatu hari aku besentap sama adek beradik kamu serta kamu kerana terguris sepanjang 2cm.

aku terasa merajuk sedikit. tapi kamu semua terasa. ya. bagus. itu yang aku mahu.

tapi masa kamu tarik aku, kamu tarik muka kamu.

aku lihat kamu. kamu yang kamu. kamu juga terluka dan terasa.

wow, kamu berperasaan.

kamu ceritakan pada aku apa adanya dalam hati kamu.

kamu ceritakan tentang kamu.

wah, kamu percaya aku ya?

aku fikir kamu begitu juga dengan semua tetapi aku tidak sangka kamu begitu jaga imej kamu.

kamu sorokkan hati kamu dan diri kamu yang begitu rapuh.

saat itu aku terjatuh.

aku tidak sakit kerana daratnya lembut.

kamu menyambut, kamu membelai kamu memberi harapan.

dulu aku fikir kamu bukan siapa kini kamu lah segala galanya.

aku kenali kamu aku dalami kamu.

kamu begitu sebati dengan citarasa aku.

hati aku terima kamu.

tapi aku bodoh bukan?

aku buta bukan?

aku tidak menyangka aku tertipu dengan segala dongeng yang aku terlakonkan.

sangat natural untuk aku jatuh cinta.

sangat natural untuk aku yang merasakan kesakitan kan.

aku sangat bodoh bukan?

aku sangat buta bukan?

melihat kamu yang terang terang nya gembira dengan dia.

mata kamu bersinar bibir kamu kuntumkan senyuman.

kamu bahagia.

tapi yang menikam hati aku adalah aku bukan dia.

mata kamu tidak bersinar dengan aku.

bibir kamu kuntumkan bunga melur bila bersama aku.

bibir kamu kuntumkan bungar ros bertaman bila bersama dia.

sekarang aku hanya jauh.

kita jauh.

dulu kita berbicara, bersengkang mata bergelak tawa.

kini aku yang terasa bahangnya hati bila kamu bersenda dengan mereka.

aku hanya melihat, berdiam tidak berbuat apa.

kamu pengang, dakap erat mereka.

kamu tidak lepas.

tapi aku kamu hanya sentuh.

ya, aku tahu aku tidak mahu kamu melebih kerana aku kata aku sakit,

ye, aku sakit.

tapi kamu kini tidak tahukan aku, kamu pinggirkan aku.

kamu berpengangan berdakapan erat didepan aku.

apa kamu fikir aku tidak berperasaan?

kamu tahu apa itu sakit?

aku bernafas dalam dalam laju laju.

dada aku naik turun naik turun.

kamu tahu apa itu sesak nafas?

tercekik udara panas di dada?

boleh mati di saat itu juga.

kamu tahu apa itu terluka?

aku yang lalui nya dan kamu hanya melihat tidak merasa apa.

"just gonna stand there and watch me burn, but that's alright because i like the way it hurts. just gonna stand there and hear me cry, but that's alright because i love the way you lie. love the way you lie."

2010-10-06T09:57:00.000-07:00

sayang
cium bunga itu cium
tertutup matamu terkesima semantara waktu
akan baunya kau rakam dalam kotak ingatanmu

sayang
carilah aku cari
bauan merangsang itu bisa bantu
jejakilah aku

sayang
sentuhlah duri itu sentuh
apakah berbaloi untuk jari mu terluka?
dengan genggaman eratmu tanpa mahu melepaskannya

sayang
kamu sakit ya?
kamu tercalar,terbelah ya?
aku nampak sayang
aku menangis

sayang
kau jejaki bau itu
kau cium duri tajam itu
kau genggam kesakitan itu
jika kau mahu aku sayang
kau mesti jejak, cium dan genggam aku.

aku menangis

Nukilan LeeJoe
2010

masih bunga

2010-09-24T09:38:00.000-07:00

ye
aku masih bunga
betapa buruk rupa aku
aku tetap bunga.
betapa tinggi nya aku memanjat
mengejar cahaya matahari
aku tetap bunga.
betapa hebat rintangan aku lalui
aku tetap bunga
walau aku seperti lalang
aku tetap bunga

ye
aku masih bunga
masih perlu dijaga
kerana mudah terjatuh kelopak nya
mudah layu tanpa airnya
perlu dijaga madunya

ye
aku masih bunga
walau kumbang berligar
jangan sekali cuba kelopak ditarik
jangan air nya diteguk bagi habis
jangan madunya terasa pahit

ye aku masih
walau apa saja
aku tetap bunga

Nukilan LeeJoe
2010

Taman

2010-09-18T20:01:00.000-07:00

Dalam hati tiada taman
taman?
manakan mungkin?
ada taman yang subur dan pada malam nya diterangi bulan dan kelip kelip
ada taman yang kosong dan hambar tiada kehidupan walau sedikit
ada taman yang sedang mekar bunganya warna warni mewangi

bagaimana pula dengan taman yang telah diracuni tanah nya?
masakan ia bisa hidup?
kering retak terbelah dalam
gayanya seperti tiada harapan bukan?
bagaimana pula dengan taman yang telah tercemar udara nya?
masakan ia bisa bernafas?
layu daun daun nya, bunga pudar warna nya
gayanya seperti sedang terluka terseksa bukan?

apakah adanya taman di dalam hati bisa bawa bahgia?
apakah adanya taman di dalam hati bisa kekal kecantikannya?

Aku mahukan taman ya
aku ingin rasakan malam yang ditemani bulan dan kelip kelip
aku ingin rasakan kekosongan dan hambar
aku ingin rasakan bunga yang sedang mekar warna warni mewangi

aku ingin
aku ingin rasakan
aku ingin rasakan taman

Nukilan LeeJoe
2010

Tributasi 'cinta'

2010-09-18T08:55:00.000-07:00

Berdebar debar

Terketar ketar

kelunya lidah tak terkata

apa itu cinta?

apa itu perasaan yang membuat kau menjadi gila?

ada yang tertawa

ada yang berdiam menyeksa jiwa

Apa itu cinta?

Siapa yang berani menampilkan diri

menjelaskan dengan terperinci

Jawapan yang dicari

Kau, aku sedang menanti

Dimanakah harus ku cari cinta?

Walau sakit tapi aku ingin cinta

Oh cinta (sakitnya hati bila bercinta tapi aku mahukan cinta)

Ada apa dengan cinta?

Cinta sama keluarga

Cinta sama rakan rakan kita

Cinta sama kekasih hati yang mungkin setia

pernahkah kau mendengar cerita?

tentang mereka

yang meragut nyawa kerana cinta

yang diragut nyawa kerana cinta

Ada apa dengan cinta?

faliq yusoff + LeeJoe

2010

2010-09-17T00:22:00.000-07:00

Aku tak nak tipu lagi
sakitnya hati silalah kau pergi
wah kau dilayan begitu baik sekali
apa kau ingat aku ini berhati besi?
kalau besi boleh di panas, di lentur bervariasi
ini kan kaca rapuh yang dipanngil hati
Cukup lah sampai disini
tidak ingin terus mendustai diri

CINTA

2010-09-08T11:27:00.001-07:00

Buku ini diterbitkan untuk mengumpul derma kepada rumah anak yatim yang bernama Rumah Penyayang Hembusan Kasturi.

dalam buku ini terdapat cerita cerita pedek, puisi dan quotation cinta. Konsep cinta di sini adalah sangat luas dan bukan terikat hanya kepada perasaan kasih kepada buah hati sahaja.
Karya karya agung ini ditulis oleh Ammad Izzat, Yong, Maya Zaharudin dan aku.

Harganya RM 10.

siapa yang berminat dan mempunyai soalan dan sebarang kemusykilan, sila emailkan segalanya ke cintabyai@yahoo.com

where are you?

2010-09-07T10:23:00.000-07:00

You're not around
Seems so dark when you're gone
can't seem to focus my mind on
things that are easily torn
can't you see I'm going crazy?
every time I'm all twitchy
Is when my heart is not at ease
and if it's not too much, can you just please
answer this so I could move on blissfully
I hope that you will too

so where are you?

Written by LeeJoe
2010

Dulu

2010-09-07T09:38:00.000-07:00

Ingatkah kau saat itu?
saat yang sering ditunggu-tunggu
saat kau berbisik semanis madu
saat aku terjatuh dalam jeratmu

pernahkah kau lihat aku menangis?
terduduk melutut diriku sangat sadis
rapuh hatiku bukanlah untuk kau kikis
dicampak dipijak dikoyak habis

tertipu aku kau hebat
walau sekejap hatiku terlekat
tapi sayang mulutmu makin kelat
terlepasnya aku kau menggelintat

sekarang aku tertawa sendiri
diusik pentas dimana kita berseni
terputiknya bunga cinta yang wangi
dimanakah kau dan aku kini
semuanya sunyi dan berlalu pergi

Nukilan LeeJoe
2010

2010-08-19T07:02:00.000-07:00

Tertipu, ternyata bodoh
berdiri, terdiam begitu hodoh
kaki bergetar ingin jatuh
lemas, tercungap tercekik udara
apakah tidak cukup apa yang ada?
yang teguh sekarang hanya mereka
jangan ubah kerana cinta
jika benar ianya terasa
jadi terimalah seadanya
jika ini sahaja yang mampu
janganlah terlepas kerana nafsu
nanti menyesal, menangis tak berlagu

Nukilan LeeJoe
2010

Ada lembutnya

2010-08-01T17:47:00.000-07:00

tidak aku sangka,
aku begitu tertipu dengan apa yang nyata,
hati nya keras tak terkata,
apakah salah aku yang terkena?
maafkan aku kerana salah sangka,
siapalah aku untuk menilai dirinya,
suatu hari suatu ketika,
bila aku benar benci dirinya,
kini yang jelas betapa aku cintakan dia,
dia dilapik bayangan singa,
dan sebenarnya dia selembut sutera,
lemahnya aku saat singa mengalir air mata,
hanya kerana anak anaknya,
siapalah aku jika bukan yang terasa,
kerasnya aku juga berbasah mata,
kini aku sedar ada juga lembutnya.
maafkan aku atas segalanya.

Johari Taharim

LeeJoe
2010

Terasakah?

2010-07-22T08:32:00.000-07:00

hati tertikam terhiris lagi menusuk dalam
berdarah berbau bahang dalam diam
terpaku walau berjalan dengan pantas
berlari terkejar jangan biar terlepas

hari lalu, hari pergi
apa lagi yang nak dicari?
sudah pulang sudah kembali
aku lah dulu, aku lah hari ini
biarlah berkekalan sebegini

bertelinga bermata berjiwa dan raga
tidak melihat tidak pula mendengar kata
terasa pedas dan pedih dengan sekelip mata
apa jadi kalau hilang semuanya?

Hasil nukilan LeeJoe

2010

building up.

2010-04-20T17:19:00.000-07:00

It always starts with friendship,
as it grew bigger and larger in one's heart that it wouldn't fit,
thinking of the previous disappointment,
as if being alone is the only contentment,
others come by offering their love,
I, by all means wishing to only be a bystander,
pushing and screaming inside at the curve,
where things always get too slippery to control.

But the truth are not not be seen,
a note by oneself that never taken any interest,
that deep inside that big emptiness, bitterness and cynicism,
I too need a lover and a company that would treat the wound,
fix the broken if you please,
be the hero of my small little drama called life,
accept for what I am that are pathetic as I presume.

Don't want to be your substitute,
when you are not mine,
my past has long gone,
as your past aren't mine to set,
we live to love and be loved.
as I am willing to love and be loved by you.

My dear beloved Ahmad Syahir 'Izzat Mohd Johari

written by LeeJoe,
2010.

broken up, getting up.

2010-02-14T19:33:00.000-08:00

Let it burn my dear,
Let the wind take those ash,
Let us see no tear,
because those memories won't last,
Take the lighter, see the fire,
All you'll be is just a liar,
Hear those words so well said,
Now it's just noise in my head,
See these hands you used to hold,
There are truths to be unfold,
See these eyes that used to cry,
Now that it's dry and ready to try,
See the world, and take those chances,
Every step i make have offenses,
All of these will make me stronger,
and i won't fall any longer.

Written by LeeJoe,
2010

Rain.

2010-02-14T19:11:00.000-08:00

Rain is my favourite weather,
Though i never wished for it to rain forever,
For me, life always need a little cheer,
But it doesn't mean there will be no tear.

Now it rains so heavy,
So heavy that it drives people crazy,
Why are they so clumsy? I cannot see,
For me this is a way to be free.

Seeing it drop, seeing it splash,
Making bad memories turn into ash,
Hear the thunder, hear it scream,
Seeing them again in my dreams.

Standing on the field so wide,
saying how i feel is undefined,
Remember the seasons when i cried,
and you saying how the sun will shine.

Written by LeeJoe,
PLKN's raining season,
2010

untitled

2010-02-14T19:04:00.000-08:00

Missing you all the time,
But not wanting to is such a crime,
Sick of words that can't be heard,
Wish i could turn back time so we won't get hurt.

I'm dreaming of you every single day,
Forgetting them is the rule i can't obey,
Your voice is pulling me deeper,
your hugs and kisses says you're a keeper.

Writing this makes my heart shatter like glass,
Don't make me fall and break like my last,
May or may not time heal,
Right now all i want is my heart to be like steel.

Written by LeeJoe.
PLKN period.
2010

you don't need me.

2010-01-04T18:25:00.000-08:00

see the stars above me,
can't you see them being so please?
you said i'm the moon,
and you will surround me soon.

be the man that you are,
even if we are so far,
you are what you are,
and you don't need me for that.

i will let you know,
the things i can't control,
are the feelings for you.

be the man that you are,
even if we are so far,
you are what you are,
and you don't need me for that.

Written by LeeJoe
2010

tear drop

2009-12-08T07:56:00.000-08:00

can't stop it.
let it run down.
cause it knows just how torn up i am inside.

let it slide.
let it fall till its last drop.
let it be.. let it be..

Satu langkah ke hadapan.

2009-11-23T02:36:00.000-08:00

Aku dalam gelap
matahari terbenam
bulan tidak mengambang.

Aku lari ke sana
aku lari ke sini
tiada cahaya yang dicari
aku terperuk menyendiri.

Aku jalan aku jatuh
Aku menari tetap mengaduh
aku sakit
aku alami perit.

Aku senyap
aku menyepi
mahu terbang tiada sayap
lalu terduduk aku ditepi.

Aku menangis
mengira nasib aku yang sadis
hati rintih dengan bingar
lupa tentang Dia yang mendengar.

Aku meraba dalam kegelapan
aku berdiri untuk berjalan
aku jatuh kesakitan
berdiri semula dengan kekuatan
mencari cahaya kebenaran.

Dengan tabah aku gerakkan
satu langkah kehadapan.

Nukilan LeeJoe,
2009

You can't be mine

2009-10-15T23:06:00.000-07:00

I'm tired of waiting,
Cause I know you won't be here,
I'm tired of thinking,
If you had been sincere.

I can't take this anymore,
I can't solve the riddle,
and my eyes are dry.

I just died inside,
When you pass me by,
and you can't be mine.

I saw you at the distance,
Watching your every move,
I saw your appearance,
In my daily snooze.

I can't stand this anymore,
I can't get you outta my head,
even if I try.

I just died inside,
When you pass me by,
and you can't be mine.

Written by LeeJoe,
2009

I miss you

2009-10-06T05:56:00.000-07:00

I miss you dear,
I need you here,
Don't leave me please,
Just one more kiss,
Regret I may say,
For me, will you stay?
I need you here,
I miss you dear.

Dedicated to dear lover boy.
Written by LeeJoe.
2009

Come back home

2009-10-06T05:47:00.000-07:00

You were there,
And I was here watching you walking away,
Every night I closed my eyes, i see you,
And I'm still here.

so I,
keep thinking that you might turn around,
cause I..

I miss you,
through the night,
i cried,
i believe it my heart,
you can hear me sing your name,
I'll be there,
when you come back home.

Every year,
We'll meet again but you'll be with her,
I don't mind cause I know you'll be alright,
And will still be here.

So I,
Will never stop waiting for you even if I...

I miss you,
through the night,
I cried,
I believe it in my heart,
You can hear me sing your name,
I'll be there,
when you come back home.

Dedicated to Max Cavalerra.
Written by LeeJoe
2009

you make me love again.

2009-09-12T21:07:00.000-07:00

My dear,
I never thought the impossibles are possible,
We being together is a suicide,
We being together is the sweetest memory in life,
Seeing you makes the time stop,
every day makes me wanna rewind the clock.

My dear,
Every song is a lullaby,
Every now and then you just make me cry,
We sang our nights with love songs,
I love how you make me feel like i belong,
To be in my life that is so plain,
To make me feel like i'm whole again.

My dear,
You're the light,
For my heart that has always been night,
Now you're the stars,
Now we're together and the world is ours,

You my love, make me sing again,
You my love, make me love again.
I love you.

Written by LeeJoe,
2009

i'm not alone.

2009-09-12T06:51:00.000-07:00

I'm not a good singer,
But I'll try to be better,
I don't have a lot of time to think about what the words I'm going to sing,
Cause what i have to say,
Is what's there trap in my heart.

I never see what the world exactly is,
Until I fly up the stars and they all called me down,
And now I see,
The world for me, the world for me is you.

I was walking on the pavement,
When my shadow had gone,
Then I looked up and saw the pretty smile of the person that i love,
Then I realized.. oh, I'm not alone.

I never see what the world exactly is,
Until I fly up the stars and they all called me down,
And now I see,
The world for me, the world for me is you.

Written by LeeJoe
2009

i'll be there

2009-09-12T06:46:00.000-07:00

Oh I'll be there,
Be there,
Oh be there,
For you.

Oh dear friend,
I'm here now,
Wipe those tears now,
It's the end.

Oh I'll be there,
Be there,
Oh be there,
For you.

Trees of friendship,
It's strong now,
Wipe those tears now,
It's the end.

Oh I'll be there,
Be there,
Oh be there,
For you.

Written by LeeJoe
2009

I try.

2009-08-15T21:40:00.000-07:00

I never think it would matter,
if i change my mind,
all of this time,
i try, i try.

I'm so sorry,
I never thought it would effect you,
I'm sorry,
I tried.

You and I together forever,
Never look back the past between us,
Never really want to know,
What is real.

I'm so sorry,
I never thought i would effect you,
I'm sorry,
I tried, oh I tried.

Written by LeeJoe
2009

Believe.

2009-05-23T21:51:00.000-07:00

What will happen if the world stop spinning,
what will happen if the time wouldn't fly,
what will happen if you weren't alive,
Would I be hurtin' like I do now.

I don't know what you know,
And I'm sure I never will,
I don't know what the world hides from me,
I never will,
No i never will.

I understand if they say no world is good for me,
And I don't mind if they turn back on me,
Because the wind's on my side,
Because they all never try,
To believe.

Written by LeeJoe,
2009

Good Times.

2009-05-10T08:12:00.000-07:00

Have you seen it?
way back time,
How we lived, how we loved, how we're killing each other?
Good times,
Good times.

You and I we were,
bast friends,
You were here, I was there, we were never apart,
But now its all different,
How sad,
So sad.

Good times,
I might,
Not like,
To go back.

Written by
LeeJoe.
2009

Think what you feel.

2009-04-15T04:15:00.000-07:00

The dark clouds again shutter,
The diamonds to ground,
Nothing to do no shelter,
Keep the diamonds till time.

Running to skip in boulevard,
Being watched and talked like nothing before,
Wish to switch for another card,
To begin again and fight them all.

Those faces so dull,
seems like a curse,
Your season's changed,
Change together,
No, it won't hurt.

Talking in silence,
So beautiful the sound,
Might not be presence,
No one bother to turn around.

Written by LeeJoe
2009

Sel Cinta Mati

2009-04-08T03:28:00.000-07:00

Sel cinta dalam badanku telah mati,
Aku mula rebah jatuh ke bumi,
Tanpa kamu menyambutKu,
Terus aku menangis,
Irama pilu.

Angin yang dihembus,
Bagai menyapaku,
Terbongkarlah penipuanmu.

Sel cinta dalam badanku telah mati,
Lelapku ke dalam kegelapan dunia,
Ku cinta kamu.
Tiada lagi.

Nukilan,

PutTERlayu anak lanlan.
Diubahsuai- LeeJoe
2009

If not you.

2009-03-22T05:57:00.000-07:00

I don't know what else to say,
I keep waiting and waiting,
but you keep walking away and away,
seems like just yesterday we were so close,
with just one blink of an eye,
you were gone.

I don't know what else to do,
all these days I keep telling my self to stay put,
when the wave comes so i would try to do like I should,
but it's like you,
no matter how I handle your absence,
everything that reminds me of you,
shakes me even in silence.

I don't know what else to think,
the new tree has come,
offering me shade from the sun.
should I keep standing in sun and in the rain,
for you to grow and give me support after my support for you?
would you treat me with your gentleness or would you find other?

I don't know anymore,
what else should I think of?
what else should I put up with?
what else should I wait for?

If not you?

Written by LeeJoe.
2009

Nature for me.

2009-03-20T03:48:00.000-07:00

The stars are shining bright above me,
while the moon shines along,
the rivers flow within me,
so warm.

The wave crashes the seashore,
while wind blew time,
the chills awakens me,
so cold.

Lying on the sand with eyes above,
see the dream that I dreamed so close,
make me believe,
so real.

Never before wonder,
never before seen,
how wondrous for me nature would bring,
for I seek is exactly what it keeps.

Written by LeeJoe,
2009

not the past.

2009-02-25T22:57:00.000-08:00

Morning reasons to come,
Waiting and hoping for time,
When eyes meet and hearts will jump.

Sparks sparkle like glitter in sky,
Where moment will freeze,
and time will fly.

Travel in time,
Old feelings will come,
Nostalgic affect,
Nothing could be redone.

Earth awaits and reality again,
Every movement taken is present,
Forget he who is passed,
See the new heart,
and enjoy it while is last.

Written by LeeJoe
2009

She's invisible.

2009-02-22T23:19:00.000-08:00

She's invisible,
No matter what pose she poses,
She's still invisible.

Room filled with people,
Room filled with air,
She's still invisible.

See that smile, see it not,
Laughter nor voice sang in silence,
She's invisible.

Loving the love that no return,
Hurts the most when none cares,
Because she's invisible.

Thus,
Read not of this note,
As from heart of the invisible,
As she'll forever be invisible.

Written by LeeJoe.
2009

she lost someone

2009-02-18T01:59:00.001-08:00

There are no colors,
neither pink on cheeks,
nor rainbow on eyes,
She blushes away,
with no colors to describe.

The box is empty,
That's what it seems,
No story to tell,
so it dimmed.

See with no eyes,
but senses feel,
The wave of blue,
shell's been covered.

The heart is now alone,
The lost of forever,
Never to return,
The blue stays for awhile,
Never leaves unless a smile.

Written by LeeJoe
2009

things will change?

2009-02-12T20:24:00.000-08:00

sitting on the roof,
admiring the stars,
enjoying the breeze,
loving the silent.

watching the moon,
shining the night,
before going down,
fighting for life.

sitting in bed,
with no one to kiss good night,
close your eyes,
lay your head.

see it in your mind,
the same thing every time,
the days you spent,
like watching the same comedy,
again and again.

the mornings hope,
like water on rivers,
like paper boat in gutters.

gazing in space,
with thought of nothing,
but wondering if,
things will ever change.

written by LeeJoe.
2009

say 'alright'

2009-01-30T18:05:00.000-08:00

you, you come into my world,
the sun, the sun is shining to bright up our day,
the season's changing,
the sun is setting,
you come and go as you please,
do me a favor,
don't leave tracks in my heart.

please don't turn back now,
the time is running out on me,
don't care what they say,
don't care what they think,
yeah i'll do it, yeah i'll make it,
i'll do it better and you'll say 'alright'.

please, don't ever let me go,
smile, turn around and give me your sweet smile,
your grip is loosing,
your smile are fading,
you're flying high away from me,
Do me a favor, go tell the stars i say 'hello'

written by LeeJoe
2008

thank you

2009-01-16T07:46:00.000-08:00

thank you,
that's all i wanna say to you,
for all the things that you've done,
whenever that you're gone,
i'll remember it.

for your every smile,
for your every laughter,
i'll treasure it,
afraid it would be the last.

you may say it's okay,
it's fine,
but for me it's not okay,
it's not fine.

you may see it to be nothing,
but for me, it's something,
for my heart, its everything.

for your every smile,
for your every laughter,
i'll treasure it,
afraid it would be the last.

for everything that you've done,
for everything that's been done,
i wanna thank you.
again.

written by LeeJoe
2009

the one

2009-01-12T23:22:00.000-08:00

#
the rain will fall,
and thunder strikes,
i keep smiling on despite everything that i've been through,
i believe you'll be here again.

co*
i want you to be the one,
the one that make things brighter,
you're my sun,
you're my only one.

things will turn around quickly,
time will never stop for me,
i'll keep waiting,
for you to come and save me.

co*
yeah,
co*
#

written by LeeJoe
2009

penyelamat peribadi

2009-01-12T23:06:00.000-08:00

ku ketawa seperti kebiasaan,
tapi ku bertutur tanpa perasaan,
masa berlalu semuanya dah berubah,
tapi ku tetap sama,
kau tetap sama.

saat terjatuh hati,
ku bergetar,
waktu indah tercatat selamanya,
takkan sekali kabur,
ohh.. wajahmu.

co*
tanganku sentuh tanganmu,
larilah fikiran ke alam fantasi,
kau menarikku kembali ke realiti,
kaulah penyelamat peribadiku.

di malam tenang,
senang untuk ku mimpi,
mimpi kau datang beri satu kucupan,
adakah ini benar?
ohh.. hanya mimpi.

co*

nukilan LeeJoe
2009

Ohh little birdy.

2009-01-03T09:51:00.000-08:00

Don't worry about me,
don't worry about my plans,
to escape this world,
to runaway away away.

don't try to find me,
don't try to make things worse,
i wanna be alone,
i wanna be by my self.

ohh little birdy,
where are you flying off to?
i wanna follow you,
i wanna fly with you,
i wanted to escape,
my life.

i don't wanna talk about me,
but i have no choice,
people keep walking away from me,
so, what's wrong with me?

ohh little birdy,
where are you flying off to?
i wanna follow you,
i wanna fly with you,
but, i want to stay.

ohh little birdy,
come down and save me,
i don't wanna be alone anymore,
yeah it's true,
here, share your secrets please,
how you fly with other birds?

ohh little birdy.

written by LeeJoe
2009

differences.

2009-01-03T09:35:00.000-08:00

we are from two different worlds,
when we think about the differences,
it makes no sense,
tell me you don't care a damn.

how can I take the chance,
when you won't even take my hand?
please be reasonable,
one heart is enough to break.

lets take a second to dream about the life that we want,
lets stay together forever,
our lives till the end,
like i said,
let dream about the life that we want,
right now.

day and night,
we go around and around,
we go nowhere,
there are eyes staring,
watching like we're on some sunday's news.

late at night,
the star will shine,
and it's shining with our names,
wish you were here with me,
staring at the sky together.

lets take a second to lay back and think about our lives,
lets make it for the better,
there's no turning back,
like i said,
let's lay back and think about our lives,
right now.

written by LeeJoe
2008

Let it be over.

2008-12-11T22:13:00.000-08:00

Would people change,
when they know the world's gonna end?
there's no time for a second chance.

let it be over,
when i open my eyes,
I don't wanna see the darkness,
I wanna see a bright new day,
where the bad things never happen,
let it be over.

Let go of the past they say,
but you keep holding on to them,
what's wrong with you?
don't you have the guts at all?

Let it be over,
when i put my head to sleep,
I don't wanna see you dying,
when you already gone,
let's leave it at that,
let it be over.

Written by LeeJoe
2008

I'll still be by your side

2008-12-09T21:01:00.000-08:00

You crushed and broke my heart into pieces,
can't you tell the pain through my face,
i can't scream it out to let you know,
you gotta do the math,
so try to understand,
i love you, i love you, i love you,
no matter what.

The night is young,
so please don't go so fast,
wait until dawn,
I'll do the rest.

I'll forgive you for what you've done,
no matter how shitty that you have become,
I can still see the real you inside,
Don't go anywhere,
cause where I'll be is by your side,
by your side.

from the bottom of my heart.

2008-12-09T20:52:00.000-08:00

When you are not around,
I miss you,
When you talk to me,
I'm speechless,
When you are with me,
I am blind, I am deaf.

Co*
Why wouldn't time stop,
when we happy,
when we trying to get along,
making histories,
making memories,
baby,
and this is true,
from the bottom of my heart,
yeah.

When we are far apart,
I am bored, I'm lonely,
When we miss understood,
I cried.

Co*

When you ignore me,
I'm hoping for a word,
but there's only one thing,
I want to say,
I love you.

Co*

Written by Yusfariza
Edited/composed by LeeJoe
2008

indahnya cinta

2008-12-07T05:23:00.000-08:00

indahnya cinta
pada mata kita
yang mengalaminya
sudah tak terkata

oh indahnya cinta
yang lahir dari hati
itu lebih bermakna
dari ungkapan nya

setiap saat
aku mengukirkan
untukmu senyuman
agar kau turut
tersenyum sekali
bergembiralah sayang

lagu cinta untukmu
dari sudut hatiku
harap kau memahami
betapa dalamnya
cintaku untuk mu

perlukah ku
ungkapkan lagi semuanya?
sedangkan semuanya
telah terpapar di wajahku

indahnya cinta
membuat dunia smakin ceria
walau apapun terjadi
kita mengharap
ia akan kekal selamanya

Nukilan LeeJoe
2008

The special day

2008-12-01T20:50:00.000-08:00

should i be angry?
when you didn't pick up the phone,
all night I've been calling,
the nights I've been waiting for you.

today should be the day,
that we should be celebrating together.

co*
the special day,
you weren't there again,
to witness our love dim,
and you're not gonna do anything,
to make it better,
to make it better,
once more.

should I forgive you?
all the dates that you stood me up,
all the days I've been hoping,
just lead me to end up in tears.

where is your heart now?
it's not with me anymore,
it left without goodbyes,
and left me all alone.

co*

written by LeeJoe
2008

hmm..

2008-11-29T17:38:00.000-08:00

Kau datang dan kau pergi,
meninggalkan sisa dihati,
kenangan kita bagaikan mimpi,
yang menatap di hatiku sepi

Ternyata kau bukan lagi untukku,
namun dengan segunung harapan ku menunggu,
menunggu saat saat untuk hatiku berlagu,
lagu sayu yang bermain bila kita bersatu.

Nukilan LeeJoe
2006

berserah...

2008-11-28T22:23:00.001-08:00

Aku selalu memujamu dari jauh,
namun apa kan daya,
aku tau kau tak akan memujaku,
aku selalu mimpikan mu,
tapi aku tahu kau tidak akan mimpikan ku.

Aku meragui apabila kau mengatakan cintamu,
sukar untuk aku mempercayai,
walaupun kau telah mengatakan kejujuranmu.

Perasaan boleh berubah macam itu saja,
ia termasuklah perasaanmu,
aku harap kau sentiasa begini,
kerana kau membuat aku bahagia,

Namun, kebahagiaan tidak kekal lama,
kejujuranmmu adalah palsu buatku,
harapan mu adalah palsu buat kita,
sinaran kebahagiaan pudar,
tapi, semuanya di tangan tuhan.

Nukilan LeeJoe
2006

aku menunggu.

2008-11-28T21:04:00.003-08:00

Terbayangkan wajahmu membuatku rindu,
Terdengar suaramu mendebarkan jantungku,
Gelak tawamu membuatku kaku,
Melihat senyumanmu bagai mencuri hatiku.,

Terluang masaku untuk memikirkan kamu,
mengenangkan dirimu yang mengusik hatiku,
inginku lafazkan hati kata,
namun dia menjadi halangan,
rasa salah mengganti cinta,

aku akan tetap menunggu.

Nukilan LeeJoe
2004

Wanita

2008-11-22T21:51:00.001-08:00

Jika bulan dapat terangi malam,
Jika cinta dapat bahagiakan insan yang kesepian,
Jadi aku kan kecapi mimpiku.

Mengapa mesti kau anggapku lemah,
Bila kau yang lari dari cinta,
Apa kau fikir, aku wanita biasa?

Oh, aku,
Aku bukan sekadar wanita,
Wanita yang jatuh cinta.

Oh, aku,
Aku bukan sekadar wanita,
Wanita yang kejar cita-cita.

Oh, kamu,
Kamu hanya berdiri di situ,
Berdiri melihat diriku merana.

Nukilan LeeJoe
2008

He's gone

2008-11-22T21:47:00.000-08:00

Is it my fault that the moon doesn’t shines,
The night so dark can’t see you smile,
(ohh so dark, so dark, where’re all the lights go)
He stepped inside your heart and then he left,
You wept, you’re sad, and for you I’ll sing,

Co*

He’s gone, he’s gone now, he went away,
Come let it go now,
Let it play,
Look out the door now,
The shadow is gone so,
Greet the last emotion and move on.
(Move on, move on, come lets move on now) 2x

He stepped inside your heart and then he left,
You wept, you’re sad, to me you whispered,

Why (why) did he left me (left me)
Cause I ( I ) had given him my life (life)
Can you sing me again the song you just sang?
Sing me again the song you just sang,
Sing me again, sing me again,

Co*

Written by LeeJoe
2008

You

2008-11-22T21:44:00.000-08:00

There’s a time when we believe that everybody loves us,
There’s a time when we believe that everybody hates us,
Why does it have to be?
Like that, ohh like that?

You crossed your heart and promised me,
That everything’s alright,
But I am here as you can see,
Dreading out in tears
How could you do this to me?
I am so lonely, lonely, ohh lonely.

Co*

How can I trust you?
You never here when I need you,
The night I suffered without you,
Don’t want to make the same mistake,
Mistake, mistake,
I am so lonely, lonely, lonely.

People come and people go,
You never stick around,
I’ve waited you for a lifetime,
I hope you’re happy now,
It’s time I back off to leave you alone,
And I’ll never think of you,
Yeah i promise never ever ohh ever.

Co*

I should had never loved you,
Loved you, loved you, (no…no…)
And now I am free.

Written by LeeJoe
2008

say alright

2008-11-22T21:42:00.000-08:00

You, you come into my world,
The sun, the sun is shining to bright up our day,
The season’s changing,
The sun is setting,
You come and go as you please,
Do me a favor; don’t leave tracks in my heart,

Co*

Please don’t turn back now
The time is running out on me,
Don’t mind what they say,
Don’t care what they think,
Just promise me you’ll be right here,
Yeah I’ll do it, yeah I’ll make,
I’ll do it better and you’ll say ‘alright’

Please, don’t ever let me go,
Smile, turn around and give me your sweet smile.
Your grip is losing,
Your smiles are fading,
You’re flying high away from me,
Do me a favor, go tell the stars I say ‘hello’

Co*

Alright,
Don’t remember me,
If you don’t want to,
I’m sorry (sorry)
I can’t accept you,
Anymore (anymore)
Anymore (anymore)

Co*

You, you came into my world,
The sun, the sun is shining to bright up my day.

Written by LeeJoe
2008

setiap saat..

2008-11-22T21:12:00.001-08:00

Setiap saat ku memikirkanmu,
Hatiku bertanya,
Adakah kau juga memikirkan ku?

Setiap saat ku memujamu,
Hati ini tertanya,
Adakah kau juga memujaku?

Setiap saat ku merinduimu,
Hati menyoal,
Adakah kau juga merinduiku?

Setiap saat, setiap hari,
Aku menyayangi, aku merindui,
Pada masa yang sama, aku meragu,
Adakah aku disayangi? adakah aku dirindui?

Nukilan LeeJoe
2006

*Image: Captured by-LeeJoe
Model- maria syafiqah

Kerinduan.

2008-11-22T21:07:00.002-08:00

Ku nampak wajahmu disebalik mimpi,
Ku dengar suaramu disebalik lagu,
Ku idam senyumanmu disebalik tangis,
Ku merasa sentuhanmu disebalik angin bayu,

Ketenangan apabila kau ada,
Keresahan apabila apabila kau tiada,

Akan aku tunggu,
Saat yang bererti,
Kerana aku..
Perlu kamu..

Nukilan LeeJoe
2005

Adakah kau tahu?

2008-11-22T21:01:00.003-08:00

Adakah kau tahu?
Ku terpegun mendengar suaramu,
menjadi irama di hatiku,

Adakah kau tahu?
Ku baca semua sms mu sebelum ku bermimpi,
mimpi-mimpi yang dibintangi dirimu sendiri,

Adakah kau tahu?
saat-saat kita bertemu,
Adalah saat yang sering ditunggu,

Aku selalu ingin kau tahu,
kau selalu di fikiranku,
Aku selalu ingin kau tahu,
kau selalu di hatiku.

Nukilan LeeJoe
2006

*Image: Captured by- LeeJoe
Model- Mawaddah

Malam itu..

2008-11-22T06:16:00.000-08:00

Tenangnya suasana di malam indah,
tenangnya minda di malam sunyi,
tenangnya hati memikirkan wajahmu disebalik bulan,

Semuanya seperti tidak wujud pada saat ini,
kerana hanya kau yang wujud dalam diriku,

angin bayu bagaikan sentuhanmu,
ketenangan dan kesunyian mejadi satu,
membina wajahmu di sisiku.

nukilan LeeJoe
2006